I'm just a little bit depressed, I guess

I wish i could be shadowed by you;
hovered over me like sin.

you unconsciously pinch my heart
by showing your sweet face
and reminding me constantly
that you're out of my life.

You always made my days
something brightly written,
but as soon as you walk away you crumple it with ease
as if i'm a boring, unimportant paper.

You brought me to my knees,
and on my knees I've stayed for weeks.

...until i realized i'm actually face first into the ground
trying to bury myself in the lies you left me with...

I feel like a total mess  =(
There's no escape from this small town just outside of nothing.
School sometimes sucks, listening to them shag and brag, kiss an tell.

I guess my morals and ambition have fallen apart.
I guess I'm just a little bit depressed.

And Let me tell you,
I don't know how long I can take this..